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Tuesday, October 31, 2006

'Cause turning to you is like falling in love when you're ten

Joyce; Haha thanks darling. You're sucha sweetie :) You made me feel better anyway. Hugs!
Mandy; Lovelove (:
Yifang; Can't be bothered. They're making us famous so who cares? (:
Chesna; Haha in other words, I am spoiling my hair :/ Haha!

Thanks for commenting (:
-

When water won't do a thing to
bring you back then I will save you.
Even if it sends me to heaven, I'd still save you


It's on repeat. :)

K right so I went to Yj's house after I blogged yesterday. Uhhh I was late so I texted Yj for directions & took a cab down instead. The happy couple make me so confused, I swear. They had forgotten that Glyn isn't a Hougang person, she is a Sengkang person! Mm so I got there, waited for them. Watched teevee & dyed my hair first. Bloodyhell, Yj kept whining & complaining luh. But anyway thanks you both :) If not I won't have this nice uneven cum brown-not-brown hair. So I stayed around 'til 5pm & took a bus home. I almost fell asleep on the bus by the way. Tsk.

Fetched Zel home again just now. Supposed to leave home @ 915am but I only wake up @ 915 :/ Haha lazed around 'til 930 then I went to wash up. Waited for cab but no avail so, I took 119 instead. Down to her school, signed the damn form, waited for bus & went home!

Plans for today!
1) Fetch(ed) Zel
2) Stay home, blog while waiting for time to pass (Doing so right now!)
3) Meet Sass 130pm, Hougang Mall. (Taking prints!)
4) Take bus down to Serangoon
5) Fantasy 'til 8pm :) (Yay drinksingdrinksing)
P/s: I hope no one gets drunk & make a mess of the place today ):
6) Supper, home!
7) I don't know if.. :/ Nevermind. I'll watch my shows 'til I fall asleep.

I'm sorry. But I'm afraid. I am really sorry. And I don't want you to wait, I hate to hurt you. Because you already know it's pointless, it's hopeless. Whether it's a Yes or a No, you know it better than anyone else. You know ______ still lays here, her presense still lingers here. You know it, you knew it all along& you know it better than anyone else. You were there the countless times I bawl in pain, you were there when I wanted to stab myself so bad to make pain subside. You were there, you made me feel better throughout all these times. I won't forget them, neither will I forget you. You've become an important part of me but I need to let you go. You're essential in my life, but I need to let go of you.

I am really sorry but I am letting go.. of you, of us.


K i gotta rush, bye! :D
I'll blog tmr or something :)

(Edited)
Best of luck to all 'O'level takers! :D
Let me see.. Adel, Alyssa, Al-lene(Twinnie!), Ally, Amanda(DarhL!), Anne(Gf, misses!) Cecilia, Clarence(Bro!), Debbbbbra, Eliza(Babes, much misses!), Grace(Love you GB), Gough, HazelT, HazelS, Jace, Jasmine, Jinman, Jo Ann(Yeapyyeapyeap!) Juliet(Juljul!!), Kelly, Kriss, Leisha Louise(Bestieee), LydiaL, LynetteS, LynneC, Mainey, Nicole, Prunella(Babessss), Rina, Ruixin, Sherina(Babyeeee, remember?), Sheryl, Victoria, Xiaowei, Yarhui, Zaeron.
God, bless all those who are taking their O's, especially those names mentioned above. Be with them, guide them, be next to them, Lord. Go through this tough crisis with them, give them the strength to strive. I pray this in the name of Jesus, Amen.

I'll blog tmr. Ahaha, damn tired luh. I'll go watch teevee & wait for _ to call. Rahh I reek of cigarettes & alcohol! There's work tmrrr ): Damn lazy luh. But I think tmr office's gonna be busier for me 'cos boss is back from his Shanghai trip. Yay! Okayokay I'll blog tmr (: Yay goodnight loveliesssssss. I hope y'all had a great day yes! :D
(Edited)

The love letters that lead to bliss./
<3.


1:09 PM
Mend this broken thing./
( )


Monday, October 30, 2006

Say you love me & suffocate me with a kiss

Pru; Ah I miss you too! Hahah (: When I'm back from Korea okay, we'll have fun together! :D 6more days after you finish your O's & I'll fly home! && we go butch/guy watching :D:D Hahahahaha! I love you so babes!
Graceyeoh; Hahah great! :D Nice advice ay (: Mm how was your paper tday then!

Thanks for commenting(:
-


Who cares if we're apart for the big days
It's the small ones that made me fall in love with you


Yay I've got 5 minutes to blog before I go off to dye my hair @ Yj's place (:

Woke up @ 8am this morning. Whined fuck lot before I woke up. Bloody tired. Slept @ 2am last night. Hung up @ 1am, then watched my show 'til 2am then I slept. So I got ready in the morning. Left the house @ 915am, took 119 to Zel's school. Pfft bloody security guard didn't let me in. So okay I pressed the intercom like a million times then he finally went "Just push the door! Just push the door! Ah push!", like a nurse in the delivery room. :/ Signed the bloody form with three people calling at the same time & like two messages to reply. Fucking pissed, I kept screaming on my way out. Took a bus back, Zel & my maid alighted @ Godma's place while I went straight home.

So yeh, comfy @ home now :) Leaving the house once I published this, off the bloody com, close the windows & BYE. :D

http://cbox.ws/?i=93571
Go click on 'Older messages' & browse for the name 13
Okay some fucking assholes went to Museum of Twits & published my url in the Cbox & said "fake". Thanks a lot, you're making me famous. (: You think I give a fucking damn? No. :D

Allrighty gotta go!
Goodbye blackbrown hair!
Lightblondelightblondelightblonde :D

I'll blog again if I have the time (:
Love y'all, keep commenting okay.

Don't let me die of broken hearts disease./
<3.


12:20 PM
Mend this broken thing./
( )


Sunday, October 29, 2006

Because a part of you will die, along with me

Michelle; Haha thanks. Alllright then :) Enjoy the holidays!
Teresa; You saw me, did you? Were you on the phone & waved?
Graceyeoh; I don't know if I still wanna go on a long hiatus though. Maybe I wouldn't blog on a daily basis anymore, like in the past. But I'll try my bestest to blog luh. :/ Aiyaaaaa I don't know. Love you too :)
Brenda; Heh love you too babes!
Dale; Idiot, I won't miss you anymore ok Dale.
L; Mm I changed the codes in Haloscan.
Kidd; Yeah la yeah la whatever la okay.

Thanks for commenting!
(:

Nothing's ever worth all the pain I always cause.
I do the dumbest things then try to win back your applause.
I plead, I cry, You said goodbye.

Last night, I slept @ 230am! Haha got off the com & called _ :) Then we talked 'til 230am. Texted after that & went off to sleep. Woke up @ 1130am. Zel was really cute la. She wrote a note for me "Dearest sister I left the computer on for you! (draws heart)grizel" on a Post-It.

So Bestfriend came over. Talked & stuff. Maid cooked for her, ate & she went off after we surfed the net for awhile. (:

I hate you, & you. I feel like screaming right in your face, ask you both to shut the hell up. I don't need you to teach me how to live my life. Don't give me such attitude, I have my own. I find you two so damn annoying. If only I can shut you up. Yeh I sit here all day because I wanna grow fucking fatter than the way I am right now. Yeh I want I fucking want it this way. I'm staying home because, I wanna find peace in my lovely Sunday. Because I need to rest. Because I need to clear my mind. Because I need to take a break off everything. Because I wanna show you that I care, I concern & I still love. Because I need the fucking comp to do whatever I need to do so that if I don't get promoted up to Sec5, I can put all work into the damn portfolio & probably study in La Salle or Nanyang Fine Arts. You think it's easy, it's so fucking easy. So what kinda comment I get from you all the time. You tell me this is motivation, I don't think so. You always demote me, always, like a habit of doing it everyday. Like if you don't do that, you'll die tonight. I can't do what I like to my life because you take fucking control over it. What kinda hairstyle I want, what colour I wanna dye my hair to, what time do I fucking sleep, who do I fucking hang out with. Whoever I bring home, you don't like. You detest my friends, you dislike them. You never liked them, never. In my sixteen years of living, you liked friends whom I don't hang out with, whom I dislike. You discriminate lesbians right in front of me when you fucking know I am one. I hate how fucking biased you can get.

Aiya I don't wanna continue already. Cb

Pictures as promised :)


I like this!

My new book :)

Zouk that night



Aw birthday girl!
That's what I gave Bestfriend (:











Vivo's washroom.











Ah fivesome (:

I need to fucking fetch Zel after she finished her exams tmr. Ugh pfft. Nevermind the anger will go off later. then I'll meet Bestfriend, Sass & Yj later in the afternoon! Yay something to look forward to. I'm gonna go dye my hair @ Yj's place. Bestfriend bought the dye for me tday. Light blonde, whoohoo :) Happyhappy. then on tuesday! Meeting Sass again to go Fantasy :) :) :) Yay damn happy, so damn excited. Gonna drink& sing again!


COME JOIN US(:
Date: 29 Oct 06, today!
Time: 6.30pm to 11pm
Venue: Paya Lebar Kovan CC :)
Let me know if you're coming okay!

I doubt I'll be going for the party already. Not feeling too good.

Omg NatLim1!!! >:(( ):): !#$&%# ______ looks like ______! I just saw it through that whoever's blog. I'll tell you online. Shhhhh happy sleeping you pig.

I'll go blog somewhere else, hur.

What a sweet discovery./
<3.


7:18 PM
Mend this broken thing./
( )


Saturday, October 28, 2006

Maybe I need fantasies, a life of chasing butterfly

Caroline; Haha yesyes thanks dearie (:
Chesna; Hellohello!
Stargirl; Haha mm not a child, definitely!
Laura; Haha I'm damn scared if it drops okay :/
Brenda; HELLOOOOOOO back to you (:
Josh; So what do you expect me to say? (:
Mary; Haha yay you'd come? Yay it's the thought that matters ok Mary dear (:
Michelle; Ahaha thanks, I really love it too. It's a dress darling. And it's from Forever 21 @ VivoCity. I don't see it in Wisma though (: Mm just a question, do I know you? (:
Jasmine; Oh come join the fun if you have the time, bring your friends too okay! :D Help me spread the word! Though it's a little late :/
Anon; Mm I do not take O's this year, I took my N's already :) Do I know you?

Thanks for commenting (:
-

I'll write you a letter that you'll keep
Reminding you your love for me is more than six feet deep
You say aloud that you would have been my wife


Hellohello, I have't blogged since Friday right? Yes, that's right. So I'll start with Friday :)

Friday
Firstly, Sweet sixteen Bestfriend :)
You know I love you! :D
I hope you enjoyed the day yeh!
See you tmr sexy :]

Woke up @ 10am. Zel was sick, so mom asked me to bring her to the doctor's. Told office, I'd be there late but they told me if I'm coming like really late in the afternoon, don't bother coming down. So yay, bought her to polyclinic & went home. Stayed 'til around 2pm & went to meet Qiaos! Took a train down to Vivo :) Best Denki & got her iPod! :D Silver one, 2G cost about.. $248 :) Worth it, I feel. I'm so gonna get the red one. I'm trying to sort out my money first. If not there wouldn't be enough for the rest of the holidays :/

So we went walking around. Giant! Bought Bf a balloon & mineral water for both of us. Haha bumped into Dale! :D Haha miss that retard (: Found a black dress in Topshop but they don't have the size that I want there so they reserved a piece for me @ Marina Sq. (: Wanted to tell _ that I came by & leaving now but couldn't find her. Asked a friend to pass the message. By the time I got downstairs, she rang. Sounded like she was gonna cry, we went up to look for her. Sat around at the playground until she told us to leave (:

Went down to Marina Sq. Tried on the dress, got necklace & Bf chose two tops. Two tops for her birthday gift! :D She went to meet Idon'tlikeyou & I went home. My legs were so painful, & I had to stand all the way from Dhoby Ghaut to Sengkang. Freak :/ Got home, showered, watched teevee, on the phone, texted & finally slept @ 2am (:

Todaytodaytoday
Woke up @ 10am! Rushed & stuff 'cos Qiaos was coming. By the time I finished showering, she's in the study already :D Haha so I helped her with the iPod. Wasted the whole morning then I finally decide that I should call Apple & ask for help :/ Sorry Qiaos! Now the iPod is done, you can come & collect it anytime yes? :) Took a cab down to Park Mall. Met Pam & we went to Frontier together. I finally got my hair cut :) Super happy but I doubt I look good in it :/ It's something like what I wanted but.. Ohwells :) Let's not bother with what others say uh. Calvin's damn funny, as usual. So after I finished with my hair, we walked down to Taka, then to Wisma, then to Paragon. Looking for Pam's dress! Haha she's darn stressed up right now 'cos everyone got whatever they need for the wedding & she hadn't. Okay after that, we went to CK Tangs. Settled down @ Island Cafe :) Talked a lot though! Really nice (: So we walked around & went to City Hall. Raffles City first, Pam tried on a few outfits but didn't like it. We went over to City Hall & dined @ NewYork :) Walked around @ Suntec. LEft the place @ 830pm, decided to head home. Cabbed to Pam's place then mine. (:

It's 1129pm right now & I'm really tired so I'll go watch some teevee & wait for _ to call (: Pictures another time when I'm not so tired & lazy. (:



COME JOIN US(:
Date: 29 Oct 06, this coming Sunday!
Time: 6.30pm to 11pm
Venue: Paya Lebar Kovan CC :)
Let me know if you're coming okay!

Omg please have the time, please come. I don't wanna die in the tunnel ): Just do me frikkin' favour & I will love you. ): ): ):

I'm falling but I'm trying to pick myself up.
No no no, waaaaay no, that's it.

Like razors they cut through her heart./
<3.


11:39 PM
Mend this broken thing./
( )


Thursday, October 26, 2006

My heart beat to the sound of your voice

Meiyang; Hey you :)
Puayleng; Haha thanks dearie (: Your tone makes me wanna feel happy too!
Phyllis; I'm glad I met you Phyllis, that's all I can say, whatever we have shared :) Start life anew darling, I know you'd do so much better without people like them. Such things make Phyllis a stronger girl, didn't it? (: Just take it as a lesson okay dear? You know I'm always here. Haha put a status or something luh, next time when you're away! If not I'd think that you don't feel like talking or something :/ Hahah I love you laaaaaaa Phyllis! Hahah Yay we'll talk over coffee after Grace finishes her O's okay! -hugggggs!
Graceyeoh; I'm glad we talked it out last night & let everything out. Though it feels uncomfy, still, over that youknowwho but I'm glad, really Gladhappyoverjoyed :) She won't lose us, for sure. I can guranteee that. Yknow I feel like we're really meant to be friends & all, I don't know why but I just feel so. And Grace, I'm so happy that we can talk things out like that & not feel awkward or whatever :D Regarding my long hiatus issue.. You sure you won't log online, you sure!? Online is such an addictive thing to do, yknow! Daily newspaper, you very cute leh. Hahah I'm no newsbroad caster! Hahah I hope I got that right uh. Youknowwho is not thankful at all, I can see. She didn't even reply your comment!
Xinyi; Yozzzzz :) Haha anytime man! See you!
Akina; Haha I'm planning to go on hiatus but mm I'll see how's the response. If a lot people ask me not to, then perhaps I'll continue blogging :) THE IPOD SO PRETTY RIGHT! Aiya but the engraving not nice ):

Thanks for commenting!
(:


And you stood at your door with your hands on my waist
and you kissed me like you meant it.
And I knew that you meant it.

I don't know why the italics colour only work in the laptop & not the comp. :/ Ugh, nevermind. I'll see how it works later when I publish this post. I'm gonna do quizzes again. I see the joy in doing it now. Haha the love for quizzes is backkkkkk in action!

From Grace's blogdrive!
1. My ex is still...
in my heart & will always be
:D

2. I am listening to...
Half Alive By Secondhand Serenade

3. Maybe I should...
change song. :/

4. I love...
You to all the way to the moon & back
:)

5. My best friend...
is officially 16 in another 6 hours time (:

6. I don't understand...
Why we’re apart right now when you’re suppose to be right here.

7. I lost...
you to another her.

8. People say....
I express myself very well.

9. The meaning of my screen name is....
My name.

10. Love is...
a game, with players of you & I.

11. Somewhere, someone is..
thinking of me. –ponders :)

12. I will always...
hold on to what I want.

13. Forever seems...
Genuine but it’s non-existence.

14. I never ever want to...
lose you again.

15. My cell phone is...
Just next to me, on the table.

16. When I woke up this morning...
you were the first thing that came into my mind.

17. I get annoyed...
when Zel irritates me to the max

18. Parties are...
Fun, depending on the crowd & place.

19. My pet(s) are...
All in heaven :)

20. Kisses are the best when...
it’s your lips that are on mine.

21. Today I am...
Drowsy, moody & missing you.

22. Tomorrow I will...
Work again, & meet Bf to celebrate her birthday

23. I really want...
To be with you :)
*****

1.Ever been given a ring?
** Yeh

2. Longest relationship?
** Half a year

3. Last gift you received?
** A skort.

4. How many times have you dropped your cell?
** None! :D

5. Last sport you played?
** If you consider walking is one.

6. Things you spend a lot of money on?
** Cab fares, accessories

7. Thing you ate last?
** Dinner.

8. First thing you notice about the opposite sex?
** Hair, eyes, smile.

9. One favorite song?
** Cherish This Love

10. Where do you live?
** Sengkang (:

11. Last relationship?
** Mm.. was with someone who brought me a lot of sunshine :(

12. Cell phone service provider?
** Singtel

13. Favorite mall store?
** VIVO :D Hahaha.

14. Longest job held?
** Secretary.

15. Do you own a pair of dice?
** Definitely.

16. Do you prank call people?
** Used to.

17. Last person who text messaged you?
** Pam.

18. First FRIEND you'd call if you won a lottery?
** Best friend.

19. Last time you attended church?
** Oh long time ago.

20. Favorite fast food restaurant?
** Mm Mac’s, I think.

21. Last incoming call?
** Pam.

22. Last time you got drunk?
** 23rd Oct.

23. Where's your favorite place to eat with friends?
** Anywhere. It’s the company that matters :)

24. Can you cook?
** Mm yes if you consider cooking instant noodle “CAN COOK”

25. What car do you drive?
** I wish!

26. Last time u cried?
** Last night ):

27. Most hated food?
** Anything to do with herbal.

28. Thing you like most about yourself?
** My constant smiling habit.

29. Things you hate most about yourself?
** Everything.

30. Last time you had an argument?
** Mm yesterday.

31. Favorite Movie?
** Don't know.

32. Name all the races of the people that you've
been with?
** Chinese.

33. Last movie rented?
** Can’t remember.

34. Favorite alcoholic drinks?
** No preference.

35. Favorite perfume?
** None actually.

36. What are you thinking at the moment?
** I want to.. drink something.
-----

All of the below is from Friendster's bulletin!
01) What is ur phone type?
> N6233

02) What's the last 3 digits of your mobile no.?
> 278

03) What does the 2nd message in your inbox say?
> I love you darling. Goodnight. Muackz.
(OOMAIGAWD)

04) Who's the first person who comes up under the letter M in ur phonebook?
> Mae.

05) Who's the last person you rang?
> _ :)

06) Who was your last missed call from?
> Pam

07) Who's the 2nd person who comes up under D?
> Dale.

08) What does the last message in your inbox say?
>hey girl,happy birthday! Sorry was studying so text you only now. Enjoy your day:)

09) Who's the 3rd person who comes up under J?
> Janet!

10) Go to your Sent Items. what does the 5th msg say?
> Okay shut up & go to sleep.

11) Who's the 4th person who comes up under S?
>Sarahchan.

12) What your network provider?
> Singtel.

13) How many messages are currently in your inbox?
> 46 + 25 in SIM = 71 :)

14) What do you have as your wallpaper?
> Polka dots!


15) Who's the 2nd person who comes up under R?
> Rachael.

16) Who do you have on speed dial 3?
> No speed dial.

17) If you're on Pay as you Go, how much credit do
> UH?

18) Who's the first person who comes up under C?:
> CelesteChen

19) How many bars of signal do you currently have?
> Full.

20) What do you have as your main ringtone?
> Déjà vu :)
*****

I'm doing so much quizzes at one shot & now I'm feeling so tired. :/ Haha. Gosh I am seriously tired. I'll go sleep for awhile & finish my Goong. Last two disccc (: And I got no idea why people like to spell my name as Gylnis. :/ it's GLYNIS, get that into your head for goodness' sake, thank you very much.



COME JOIN US(:
Date: 29 Oct 06, this coming Sunday!
Time: 6.30pm to 11pm
Venue: Paya Lebar Kovan CC :)
Let me know if you're coming okay!

Okay Jon organised this party & I bet this poster is designed by Fenzie(Shu Fen). Haha! Hoho I'll be going though :) I can get the tickets for you yeh. Mm I plan to join Fenzie in YEC! Keep myself occupied. And I've got Jon & Fenzie so I wouldn't be alone there. :) Jon kept scaring me. He say if I can't birng 10 people to the party, he'll push me into the tunnel or something. Gosh! I will cryyyy, scream at the top of my voice.

Allrighty, goodnight world.

Until death do us part, we'll be together./
<3.


10:16 PM
Mend this broken thing./
( )



Work again :)

Yozzzzz :)
Quiz! :D
I'm bored luh. Ripped that from Grace anyway :)

1. Where do you hang your towel to dry after showering?
/Hang back to where it's supposed to be :)Imma good girl unlike Grace, hur!

2. What kind of mouse pad do you have?
/I'm using the laptop now, no need mouse pad. Home's comp also, no mouse pad needed :)

3. Do you brush your hair with a comb or a brush?
/Usually a comb.

4. From your opinion, who do you think is the hottest celeberity?
/Tyra Banks, how 'bout that?

5. You got a project due tomorrow, do you use tape or glue?
/None. Ask one of the members t skip school, & go back t school the bext day & say "Cher, the project is with her & she's not in school, next week ok? Thanks ah"

6. Chicken or pork?
/I'm okay with both. Actually I can't taste the differences :/

7. By the time you get to school/work, is the sky still dark?
/Yes defo.

8. If you had a choice to see a unicorn or mermaid which would it be?
/Mermaid. I want to touch her! Okay sounds wrong but.. really!

9. What was in your bag the last time you went out?
/My new book, iPod, inhaler, Cash+cards, phone, sweets & camera :)

10. What time does the sun usually set?
/I'm usually in the house, so I can't see much :/ Plus the bloody haze?!

11. What do you think of last before you go to sleep?
/Dreamofhertonightpleaseletmedreamofmyangeltonightjusttonight
Letmedreamofsomethingbeautifultonight:D

12. AC or fan?
/Aircon!

13. Do you wear braces?
/I wanna wear braces :D

14. Can you hand stand?
/I'll break my arms

15. If you were the opposite sex, how would you style your hair?
/The way I want my boyfriend to style :)

16. What level math are you in?
/Erm EMaths?

17. Jessica Simpson or Alba?
/JESSICA ALBAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

18. Which subject is worst, English or Math?
/I do better in Maths than in English. But I love both the same.

19. What's one thing you really want to do this very moment?
/Go home ):

20. After buying something, do you automatically throw it away?
/Er NO!? Maybe when I'm damn pissed.

21. CD player or iPod?
/ iPod iPod iPod!

22. Would you rather spin upside down goin 30 miles or drop 400 ft. into water?
/Omg, have mercy. I want none!

24. What you got planned for the weekend?
/Appointment with Kelvin, my gorgz hairstylist. I don't know what's for sunday.

25. Have you ever gone ice skating?
/Nah but Korea trip! :D soon soon!

26. If you were put in a room with nothing except for a pencil and paper what would you do?
/Sketch what the faulty camera in my mind shows.Most probably I'd sketch ABC or write a letter to her :)

27. Is it always easy finding your remote everytime you want to watch TV?
/Well it depends who watched it before that. If it's my sister, you can forget about finding the remote. Unless the maid puts it back to where it's suppore to be.

28. How was your day?
/I'm at work, using the laptop :D Lovely day though badnews came in :/

29. Do you grow your nails, bite or cut them?
/Grow, then I'll cut it squarish :D LOVE IT

30. Describe your handwritting:
/Depends on my mood. HAHAHAH

31. Do you consider yourself a stalker?
/Perhaps!

32. Do you bruise easily?
/ Nope, but my heart, defo.

33. There's nothing on TV except Barney and Japanese news what do you do?
/BARNEY BARNEY BARNEY THE PURPLE DINOSAUR! :D

34. Do you know more than 3 friendster codes?
/Uh no

35. You got an essay due, you either can type or write in pen, which will it be?
/Type! Easier.

36. Do you wear jeans to relax at home?
/Uh no

37. Describe yourself using one word:
/Fatshortlazy

38. Do you think bestfriends make the best lovers?
/Somehow :)

39. Do you like ice in your drink?
/Yes!

40. Do you have abs?
/I want!

What is the best nickname that u ever had?
- Glyn :) Or with an S at the back would be fine too.

Do you think suicide is the best way?
- Used to.

Rate your social life from scale 1 to 10?
- How 'bout 10? Ok no la, I get shy sometimes so maybe 7-8?

Are you in love with someone at the moment?
- Uh huh, definitely & that person have got no idea how crazy I am over her.

Are you missing someone at the moment?
- Yessssssssssssssssssssssssss, but I don't wanna see her. :/

Would you die for the one you love?
- Remember I say, "I'd do anything to save you, even if it sends me to heaven." :)

Do you think love hurts?
- If it doesn't hurt then it isn't love anymore

Whats the best thing about love?
- Knowing that with you, there's nothing to be afraid of. I know you'd be right beside me, no matter what happens. Your xoxo keeps me secrued in your arms :)

Whats the worst thing about love?
- THIRD PARTY )))))))))))))))))):
When the other party doesn't have faith
When the other party's looking for fun & not long-term r/s

Will you wait for someone you love?
- One last time I'm doing it.

What song that best describes your love life at the moment?
- Crawling back to you by Backstreet Boys

Do you wanna get married?
- Yes!

Have you talked to the person you love in the last 24 hours?
- ): NO!(Actually yes.. but she isn't the one I really love as a lover kinda thing)

Do you keep memories or try to forget them?
- They are kept in the treasure box. :)

Is love always on your side or the opposite way?
- I guess it has always been on my side :)

Do you have a gay/lesbian/bisexual friend?
- Yes to all

Are you sick of love?
- Not for the one I love

Are you sick of questions on love?
- Well depends

What are you going to do today/tomorrow?
- After work, go home finish up Bf's present, online, finish my Goong!! :D Talk on the phone & sleep. Tmr work, meet Bf! Then I don't know where we are going. :/

What do u want so badly right now?
- Sleep. Yes I need sleep cash & time & love.

Do you think money is everything?
- Nopeeeeeeeeee. If only money can bring you back.. :/

Whats the song that u last downloaded?
- Long time ago okay! I heard there's people who got caught already :/ Damn scared!

How much do you love music?
- No music = no life. I hate it whenever the iPod battery bar goes red. UGH!

Do you play an instrument?
- Not just one, let's see how many I know uh.. Piano, Marinbar, Pianica, Harmonica, Recorder(Haha), Angklung, Glock! & that's 7!

Have you writen your own song?
- Yeh many times.

What movie did you last watch?
- How uh-bout Little Man?

Do you believe in love forever?
- Somehow, no.

What is in your mind rite now?
- I wanna sleep, I wanna go home & finish my Goong.

What song is in your mind rite now?
- The song last played on Radioblogclub, which is When There Was Me & You. :)
******

The passion for blogging seems to be dying off ): I don't know, I just feel like it's going away. I guess it's because I don't have much to blog about, to entertain my readers anymore. I thought of going on a long hiatus but that'd make me lose readers & I don't want that to happen. I'll see how. :/ Unless people change my mind luh.

I;m really tired though I slept earlier last night. I slept @ 230 am instead of 3/4am. _ isn't feeling well, so we hung up early. She wants me to finish up my medicines before she hangs up(We kept arguing over it 'cos I don't wanna eat the antibotics, heh damn bitter la!) so I got a little drowsy & went to bed. I planned to finish up the last two disc of Goong but ugh, the medicine :/

Actually I had a lot of my mind before I fell asleep. I was wondering whether what I'm doing now is right & is that what I really want.

Like for example..
(The damn oldoldold situation thing that usually people would ask)
1. Let's say if ABC & XYZ open up their arms for me, which would you go for?
Ans: Mm.. ABC. :/
2. K then what if they both hold your hands?
If it's ABC, I would..
Ans: Heehee don't let go lor.. :)
If it's XYZ, I would..
Ans: Mm shake it off & run away, change subject.

Glynistan, isn't this obvious you're not doing the right thing?!

Okay I really don't know. I should follow my heart, yeh I know but my head ruling over my heart so.. My head has the best for me but that's not what I want. My heart has what I want but not the best for me. Shit maaaaaan. ))))): I really don't know what I should do.

But one thing for sure, regarding that youknowwhat issue, I'm going for it still. I'm in the midst of the letter & planning already so yeh :) I just need help on delivery & the present! Gosh shall talk to Qiaos about it tmr.

Oh it's Qiaos' birthday tmr, so everyone please remember to wish my bf okay :)


Okay I'll go do something else now. I'll probably blog again later if there's time & mood for more blogging :) Heh. With pictures, defo if I'm on in the lazy mood. Heh

Toodles sexys :)


2:54 PM
Mend this broken thing./
( )


Wednesday, October 25, 2006

A taste of pleasure, would it hurt to ask for more

Stargirl; We love the fugly idiot, don't we? (:
Jyi; In your board! :D
Mary; Hi back to your Mary! :D
Rena; Thanks a lot darling, you make me feel a lot better about that youknowwhat issue :)
Jo; No problem honey :)
April; They didn't let me in either. Hahha :) Yes shopping, I want.
JoveneL; Yes me too! :D Let's do some shopping soon okay!

Thanks for commenting.
(:

Buy me this & I will love you, forever & ever. Amen!
It's US$199, which makes it SG$398 :)
Then I'll engrave my name at the back, with the Scriptina font!
Ah so nice! Aiyaaaaa as long as it's in a cursive font, I'll be happy enough :)

Are you sorry we drifted apart
Does your memory stray to a bright sunny day
When I kissed you and called you sweetheart
Do the chairs in your parlor seem empty and bare
Do you gaze at your doorstep and picture me there

I played the above song on Piano today! :D
Last lesson today by the way :) I'd miss the teacher, no matter how annoying she was. Heh.


I need your lovin' face
I need your sweet embrace
`Cause you are my only medicine

Kwai texted me tday.
Rahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
Qiaos & I haven't been been feeling too good. :/ I don't know why either. Neither does she. Work, home, teevee, sleep. the same old routine everyday. I haven't been feeling good ever since that day. I don't want it to affect me but it is, still. I wonder whether the both of us are on the right path. Maybe you are but I guess I am not.

CYNTHIAAAAAAA!
Where are you? ):

Ailin & I did something really sinful & naughty tday. No dirty things, but acks, really sinful. Haha right Ailin? We had fun. :)

I keep seeing you around,
Somewhere in my head,
No matter where I go.

I remember..
The movie date, how comfy the cuddles were
The daily night calls, the way you put me to sleep
The hugs, they sent me to heaven
The kisses, how I was shy with you :)
You're still a part of me, you'll always be.

I'm gonna help my parents with their phones, then I'll go watch some teevee. There's work again tmr. :/ Rahhh. Toodles!

(Edited)
I am so mutherfocking pissed. I could feel the anger burning within me.
1. Phyllis' friend & her doings.
2. Her & her doings.

Someone please shoot me in the head now.
Prunella Ong, send someone to kill these people now!
Caroline Lim, send someone to ruin their faces now!
(Edited)


Will I be mending another ending once again?
<3.


9:16 PM
Mend this broken thing./
( )



At work, baby, at work ):

Yo I'm at the office using the laptop :)

Went to Aunt's place yesterday, after I finished blogging. Took a cab there :D haha I was already late luh, so no choice, took a cab. Heh did nothing much there luh. Watched teevee, played with Jermaine! She's damn cute luh. I wanted to carry her but she keep pointing to her dinner & say "I'm eating leh!" Hahah. Went home around 9pm (:

Got home, showered & off to the comp. Didn't blog 'cos the mood isn't there luh ): Talked on the phone for awhile 'til around 3am with _ :)

I was up at 9am, lazed in bed 'til 945 then finally got outta bed. Heh showered & all, watched cable 'til I forget it's time to go. I went to the piano school & it was closed so I left @ 11pm, stayed at the platform 'til around 1115am then took the train. Texted, listened to my iPod on the way there :) I dread work somehow :/ Got to the office, then bought lunch. Ate & all, read the magazines! Now I'm using the laptop :D

Check out Smashing Pumpkins, they have a song after my name! It's talking about this girl who is also named Glynis. Here's the web if you're curious, click here!

I've got piano again later ): Ugh but that's an excuse for me to leave office earlier :) Mm I'm using Radioblogclub to listen to songs in here. Can't on too loud either, hoho. :/ Hady's You Gave Me Wings' playing now :D I'm browsing through Frinedster.

Actually I like the typing sound of the laptop. Haha. Oh & I like the smell of cigarettes on my shirt after that night@ Zouk. I don't know why. And I don't like smoking, nor smokers. I don't know why I liked that smell. Even _ don't like that smell. Hm.. One new message, a testimonial & a new friend request on Friendster, hmm. I'm bored & that was ever so random. :/ I'll update again later when I get home. Update properly, yes. Maybe with pictures in my phone. Hopefully I'm not lazy to take out the USB, copy the pictures into the com, & upload it into Photobucket. Ugh.

K gonna leave the office after I publish this, after I switch off the laptop.
Toodles!

I love you :)
Thanks for makign me happy!


1:21 PM
Mend this broken thing./
( )


Tuesday, October 24, 2006

I couldn't fake it, you've found my replacement

Graceyeoh; Glad that it did.
Lze; My friend sent it to me though :) You can try searching it on Google. Just type in desolate? (: Hope that helps.
Ctee; Haha you make me laugh like some fool la! :D
Sinyee; Hey hello back to you!
Shihui; Mm I don't know. I prefer the other.
Yifang; Oh I thought you copied it from somewhere or something :) Sorry!
Kwai; I know, adorable like ma :D Ee why not you get me what I want. I want this, & that, & these too.. ANDAND those! Plus that too! Ah & this! I guess that's all.. NO & one more, this! Ahhhh good. Shut up la okay Kwai :/
Jo; Haha yeh sure :)

Thanks for commenting
(:


You're the only thing that I love
It scares me more every day
On my knees I think clearer


Last night was fun :)
Mm went for dinner @ Aunt's place. After dinner, uncle bought the kids & I to Popular. Bought Making Up My Mind :) I finished Wish Upon A Star on Saturday, while on the train & I fucking cried. :/ Let me know if you want it, I can lend it to yez :) Got home, sat around & talked. Left the house @ 10pm. Met the rest @ Zouk. Yeh la Kwai, I didn't get in. Which means I still look young & I thought it was good :) We sat around @ outside Phuture. Sam bought her pregnant friends, Alex was there, Allan & Val, Roland & his pretty Malay wife & Karen(Val's cousin, who's a bung). Oh & this guy, who's Val's nephew I forgot his name. Val kept apologising to me, haha. So we sat around & drunk quite a bit. Was a little drunk but I knew what I am doing. I can still message, & know who I am messaging. Not like some people say the wrong things to the wrong person(HAHAHAHAHA). I told Val everything that I wanted to tell her. Gosh thank God, she didn't said anything. She said she's happy for me :) Yayness. I love her la. I wanna go Combodia with her, with the children's home but I'll be going Korea ): Sat around 'til around 1plus, went for supper :) They are really funny people. I was quiet the whole time & Alex keep saying me gin na! Hahah damn funny luh. Roland was dead drunk. Went home around 245, got home around 3am. Washed up, messaged & slept @ 4am!

Phew, woke up @ 3pm today :D Heh had breakfast cum lunch & off to the com! I'm fucking excited about the wedding, yes I am. I can't wait to put on my dress. I need to shop for another dress though. Ugh ): Next week, I must get it by next week.

Anyone wanna go shopping with me? :)

I love you Stargirl, for standing by my side
Fugly fugly fugly
:)

Korkor
Thanks for the songs, it's still sending.
You know you have me when no one is around yeh?
:)
LuBbE eUuX.

Okay I am going off now.
Short entry but I'll update again later if I have the time.
With pictures, definitely :)

Our lips needed no words, kisses told you everything./
<3.


3:58 PM
Mend this broken thing./
( )


Monday, October 23, 2006

I see a sense of wonder deep inside your eyes

Rena; Hey babes, I saw your new skin. Really lovely :) I'm talking to you online!
Akiko; Hahah yeh I am fair. Mm everyone says so :)
Graceyeoh; You wouldn't know.
Jo; Mm some are quotes from songs, some are my creations! Haha (:
Ctee; Sh what love of my life!! YOU'RE DEAD. I'll talk to you online (HAHA).
Prunella; Yeh like right now I'm online & you're not ):
Spy-der-man; This, this, that, that & those. Nah give you :) Hahaha! Oh Kwai, when you go to Bugis street right, do look up at the bus stop. The advertisement above :) I see a lot of Kwai there, wahhhh :D
Camelia; You came to my blog just to tell me you're fat. Haha you very cute leh! :D
Chesna; Yay thanks girl, the bag is fine (:
Laura; Haha I will soon :)
Shuhui; I don't like! Okay now he's getting better & the other guy's getting worse. Gosh but I still love him. :D

Thanks for commenting
(:

You have my attention
Like you've had all the while

Since that first day when you made my heart smile

With loving eyes and tired sighs that flow

Yesterday was fun, really.
Went over to Aunt's place in the morning. Talked, ate & stuff, stayed there 'til around 1plus & went over to Val's place. Hoho I tell you, her dress is really gorgeous. Tube dress, hot pink. Plus her hair. Damn nice! We took photos & all, I'll tryna get it from Auntie Alex :) I told Val about what happened that day with ABC & she was utterly shocked. Ha, don't worry Val, I'm trying not to give a shit :) Heh & we planned to go clubbing tonight! MOS or Zouk :) Yay!

Went back to Aunt's place. A pity Val couldn't come ): Used the laptop, played with Photoshop. Didn't do much luh. Pam keep asking Allan to give us money for the dress. Haha! Damn funny luh. He gave us both 100 bucks each. Oh & he gave me 20 bucks 'cos I helped me earlier on to bring stuff over to Val's place. Aunt gave me a 50! :D Heh. Gonna use this money to buy another dress! Mmm dinner @ uncle's fav restuarant :) Funfunfun. Cousins, nieces & nephew, we all sat tgr :) Damn fun, honest! Heh. Pearlyn was singing English birthday song, Chinese birthday song, followed by Malay & Allan(He's Pearlyn's dad) went "Okay now Tamil song" & Pearlyn was like "Neh neh neh neh nehneh.." in that birthday song tune. Haha! Damn cute :) She can say the national pledge in Chinese! Power.

Reached home around 10pm. Watched tv, watched Goong! :D _ called & we talked 'til 4am :)

Woke up @ 9am. Got to the doctor's, & hoho, my asthma's condition worsen everytime I go to the doctor's. Used that thingy again. Ahh I keep forgetting the name, grr. Went to Aunt's salon & mom washed her hair while I wait. Daddy came to fetch us, went for lunch. Dad drove me home & they went part-toring :) Looking around for mummy's dress.

I like the fact that you like me singing your favourite song to you no matter how awful(I think) it sounds. I like the fact that you'd record while I'm singing or laughing(I don't know why you like me to laugh, you do like me to sound.. happy ay?), or I'm talking to you so that you can listen to it whenever you want to. I like the fact that you make me laugh like so *snap fingers* easily.

And I'm so glad, we're both letting go..

I don't care, I just need ten more minutes with you

Yeh you know..
Sometimes I wish you were her.
And I need her more than I need you.
):


At Vivocity that day

Webcam with Fang :)

I miss lying in your arms, like this..

Pamo's birthday






Omg I love the clock! 239bucks ):


I'm so tired.
I shall go catch some sleep :)
Clubbing tonight, whoohoo!
Toodles!

My secret is fatally gorgeous./
<3.


2:12 PM
Mend this broken thing./
( )


Saturday, October 21, 2006

So we seal the deal in the parking lot with a kiss

Lze; Desolate.
Shihui; Don't like the price laaaaa ):
April; Haha Haloscan's a lot better luh. If not you can try Cbox or tagboard yeh :) Mm yeh I do watch Princess Hours! It's ultra nice, cannot miss. Hahah :)
Mary; Parents will always be parents. Haha, I'll relink you soon! :D
Pru; Come online quick ):
Graceyeoh; (:
Anon; Mm Fareast. You can get it at Bugis Street too :)
Alethia; Yesyes :)
Lina; Will. :)

Thanks for commenting
(:


So if I call will you be there?
I miss the nights we used to share

Hi.
I'm drained& weak, inside out.
My heart is heavy. There's a lot I wanna say but I can't possibly say it in here. :/ 'Cos so&so reads so I think I should just shut up, keep within myself. I'm so wrecked. I want to cry, I want you to be there.

My mood's damn anti-climax to this entry so I shan't be so emo :)
Remember I said Qiaos had a surprise for me yesterday? So yeh, I went to shower, got ready & called her. She asked me to go down to Dhoby Ghaut. Got there, called her again & she say take train down to City Hall. Okay I did & I saw her luh.

Q "Come glyn, turn to your 11 o'clock"
G "11.. Mm this is 12 & so 11 is to my left.. "(looks up)"Oh my god, fuck. How come she's here!?"
Q "She wants to meet you!"

Guess who. No prize, but guess who.
It's.. (drum rolls) Xavier Lin that nehneh & her friend with a very unique name & I forgot. :/ Haha it's Gerryl or something. Acks, whatever it is! Yeh it was her. You're shocked, I know, so I am. I haven't recover from the shock yet, for your info. So we went off to Marina Sq. Down to Giant supermarket! Haha. Bought stuff, walked to the train station, Xav's friend went off & the three of us went to HarbourFront. Xav was meeting her friend so she sent us to Harbourfront & she went off :)

Went to look for Trish, Xw, Yj & Serene. Sat outside, waited & all. They are really crappy, honest. Yj went over to Suntec to meet Sass @ 3pm, Trish & Xw went to smoke, Serene went shopping(HAHA), leaving Qiaos & I listening to the iPod :) We listened to songs that bring us back to the past & used to bes. Ahaha lovely. Waited, ate @ LJS. Accompanied _ for her break :) Left at around 5pm. Qiaos alighted @ Serangoon to go to work, while I went home. Dad bought us to the doctor's & it's closed. Had dinner @ Chong Pang, & dad's car broke down. Haha called Allan & AA people to come down. Went home around 9pm.

Today. Met Chesna & her boyfriend at Compass. Got my bag back :) Haha thanks dearie for the trouble! Mm sleft home around 12 & took a train down to Wisma. Met Sally & Pam. Went to Taka's LV. Sally got a purse & a handbag. Damn pretty! I like the girl who served us though, very pretty! Heh so after that we went to get bubble teaaaa. Walked around, bought Bobbi Brown's cosmatics. I like their lipsticks & lipgloss. Especially though shimmering ones! :D Went to Paragon next. Bought Raoul shirt for Jason! Dined in Bakerzin :) Thanks Pam! Yumyum. Went to Muji & _ called :) Talked for awhile, until she finishes her break. Sally paid for my stuff, thanks a lot man! Bought three plain jigsaw puzzle & a small sharpener! Went back to Wisma, Sally went to get her dress @ BCBG! I tried on this checkered dress, really lovely. Omg but it's $569 so I didn't buy it :/ Went to topshop, bought my purse. Love it :) Took cab down to McNair, then Dad came to fetch me. Had dinner @ Hougang, bought fishes! :D Home sweet home!

Mainey called just now, & we finally talked for awhile. And shats, I didn't tell her about ABC. Nevermind, another time. She might be calling later :) Maine & I are addicted to downloading fonts. Haha! What an addiction.

I'm feeling a little better I guess. Let's just hope everything goes right tonight.

"I don't bother already"
):
I am hurt but I guess I deserve it & really, you helped me a lot. Thanks :)

I gotta wake up ferikin' early tmr morning! Going over to Val's place :D Yay yay yay. Monday's shopping day with mummy! :D Ah happy.

Toodles!
I'll be back again!

Why can't you see this love that's here for you inside of me?
<3.


9:57 AM
Mend this broken thing./
( )


Friday, October 20, 2006

But the beauty lies in how you will revive me soon

Basirah; Hellohello, been toy our blog before. You're so pretty! :D
Lze; Mm why do you want it for anyway? Yeh sure, do link :)
Graceyeoh; Yeh I sure know you've got head on your shoulders, not like I don't know. Mm I won't interfere into your affairs anymore, that would be perfectly good. So you wouldn't have to feel bad :) Love!
Teresa; Hahah thanks! Mm sure! Talk soon :)
Jyi; Haha pretty okay I guess. I hope I'd do well :)
April; Haha it's a office dearie :) Whatever kinda job you get, don't sign contract. AT ALL, yeh?
Caroline; Take care of yourself too dear! :D Haha I will! Love!?
Shirleen; Come online! :D

Thanks for commenting.
(:


So tonight I'll sit and pick apart your pictures
And overanalyze your words
But the truth is that I've never fallen so hard
It's taking everything in me
Just to forget your sweater so far

It's the end. I'm letting it go. Yes, I am. I'm not gonna go into it again. And, it'd be the last time I tag your blog, I talk to you, I care for you. Why waste my motherfucking time when you, hello!? Do not care. I have wasted my time on you, thinking that this would turn out into something good, something I wanted so bad. Maybe I got it wrong but I hella fucked up now. So let me blah everything okay. BLEAH.

Lovely Friday morning.

Godma just called & gave me a 6 minute & 53 seconds lecture. About jobs, studies, boyfriends. She never quit, she will never. She always does this. She called up to ask how was last night's dinner(Mee Siam & Tau Suan!), 'cos she prepared for us & all. So I gave her my very honest comments. And Zel told her I went for interviews & shit. That imp, will get it from me when she come home. Argh!!

Photos!


Why you so cute!



At Qiaos' place.
I went to shower & they snapped, used it as my wallpaper.
This. Is freaky.
It was like 1plus am!
I could have fainted.

At the chalet!

Haha she's the king.

Vivo interview that day :)
With girllfriend & ex-dardar!



Yesterday;'s!



I look like a chinese restuarant waitress ok.

My dress! :D




Cyn & I talked about ABC this morning & I miss ABC. Sorry Cyn, having you to listen to my nonsense all morning. We, not only talked about ABC, talked about friends, how ego & pride always come in the way, going in & out of our lives, how they make a difference in a heartache.

I'm still so pissed. Nevermind, I know I'll be better later. Meeting Qiaos, Trish, Xw & Serene later :) Going down Vivo again! :D

Oh yesterday! I almost forgot. Met Qiaos, went off to Vivo. Mom dont want me to tailor my dress, 'cos she knows I wouldn't wear it again. So yeh. Okay I gotta rush so I'll just cut short. We went Vivo, shopped around. Tried on quite a few dresses. Visited _ :) & off to Bugis. Finally got my dress. Walked around & Qiaos' sister gave birth already! :D Went home around 5plus, got home around 7pm :)

K I'm rushing. Qiaos said she got surprise for me. I'm damn scared now.

K toodles, bye!
P/s: You obviously made me smile this :D wide yesterday :)

I know you're better off without me when I'm gone./
<3.


12:25 PM
Mend this broken thing./
( )


Thursday, October 19, 2006

I'd collapse to the grass, with your notes ringing in my head

April; Haha thanks girlly :) Yay new reader. Hahah thanks for concerning about my ulcer. Hahah!
Lze; Mm I got it from DeviantArt if I didn't get it wrong & uhhh I don't have the username anymore :X
Nicole; Mm trying to explain yourself in a really harsh & fucked up way yeh. I didn't sound right, yeh perhaps. But that goes the same to you. You sounded as though like you feel that I'm the one who dislike you to the core that I have to tag you, tell you that you're fucking ugly, like I'm the one who went right straight to your face & say I detest you to the max. Thanks for this Nicole, I thought you were a friend & I hope you still are. & I think we should just stop yakking about this, 'cos it's never gonna end.
Cyn; Yay I'm talking to you online now ! Fullerton! :D
Graceyeoh; I pray that he will darl (:There's fire in me now & you sure do know why. I fucking want her to stay away from you.

Thanks for commenting
(:

We are fading, like my old tattoo - a heart & a dagger,
that says 'I love you baby, forever'.

I love the top phrase, got it while bloghopping :)

Ailin & I :)

Got the below quiz from Cyn!

Instructions:
1. Put ur music player on shuffle
2. Press forward for each question
3. Use the song tittle as the answer to the question even if it doesn't make sense. No cheating.

1. How are u feeling today?
Incomplete - Backstreet Boys
I pray for this heart to be unbroken
But without you all I’m going to be is incomplete

2.Will u get far in life?
Grow Old With You - Adam Sandler
I wanna make you smile whenever you're sad
Carry you around when your arthritis is bad
All I wanna do is grow old with you

3.How do ur friends see you?
For You I Will - Teddy Geiger
If I could dim the lights in the mall
And create a mood I would
Shout out your name so it echoes in every room, yeah

4.Will u get married?
One Last Dance - Craig David
Every time I see your face I know
There's a part of me that can't bear to let you go

5.What's ur best friend's theme song?
I'll Be There For You - Bon Jovi
I'll be there for you,
This five words I swear to you

6.What's the story of ur life?
Anytime - Ray J
Nobody needs you like I do
I need all of you baby

7.What was high school like?
Start Of Something New - High School Musical OST
This could be the start
Of something new
It feels so right
To be here with you
And now looking in your eyes
I feel in my heart
The start of something new

8.How can u get ahead in life?
I Think God Can Explain - Splender
It's alright, I'm okay
I think God can explain

9.What is the best thing abt ur friends?
One Wish - Ray J
If I had one wish, we would be best friends
Love would never end, it would just begin

10.What's in store for this weekend?
No Promises - Shayne Ward
I don’t wanna run away,
Baby you’re the one I need tonight

11.What song describes you?
You've Made Me Stronger - Rachel V
You taught me everything
From falling in love
To letting go of a lie
Yes, you’ve made me stronger
Baby, by saying goodbye

12.To describe ur grandparents?
With You All The Time - Gareth Gates
Say a little prayer for the restless heart
We shall never ever drift apart
Know that I'm with you
Know that I'm with you
With you all the time

13.What song will they play at your funeral?
Say Goodbye - SClub7
Sometimes goodbye though
It hurts in your heart is the only way for destiny
Sometimes goodbye though
It hurts is the only way now for you and me
Though its the hardest thing to say
I'll miss your love in every way
So say goodbye
But don't you cry
Because a true love never dies

14.How does the world see you?
Iris - Goo Goo Dolls
And I don't want the world to see me
'Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am

15.Will you have a happy life?
Amazed - Lonestar
I don't know how you do what you do
I'm so in love with you
It just keeps getting better
I wanna spend the rest of my life
With you by my side
Forever and ever
Every little thing that you do
Baby I'm amazed by you

16.What do ur friends really think of you?
I'll Remember You - No Secrets
I'll remember you,
& baby that's forever true
You're the one that I'll always miss
Never thought it would feel like this
I'll be there for you,
No matter what you're goin' through
In my heart you'll always be, forever baby
I'll remember you

17.Do people secretly lust after you?
Lasting Impressions - The Starting Line
You've made a lasting impression
And if it doesn't feel right
Then I just can't go wrong

18.How can I make myself happy?
Lips of an Angel - Hinder
It's really good to hear your voice saying my name
It sounds so sweet
Coming from the lips of an angel

19.What should you do with ur life?
Come Down To Me - Saving Jane
And I wish that I could make you see
This is where you ought to be,
Come down to me.

Will you ever have children?
First - Taufik Batisah
No one will ever be
The angel you are to me
Everything I have,
Points to you

Well, every song means something.
Mmhmm, take the quiz if you want to yeh :)

Talking to Cyn online now! Meeting Qiaos @ 1pm later. My maid didn't wake up us tday & she went off to Godma's place. Ugh I'm gonna go shower after blogging here.

Oh did I mention that I actually found a job? Well yeh, back to Chinatown! :D Heh. Supaaaaa happy. RachHeah, my dearest UN, we can meet up for lunch already! Heh.

Right, Zel's watching High School Musical (again) & talking on the phone with Isabelle (The girl mummy hates). She sure can multi-task like me ay. Oh I tell you why Mummy don't like Isabelle. 'Cos that day mom was using Zel's phone & she received a message, it was from Isabelle. She was teaching Zel how to buy Habbo credit card without my mom permission. Mummy don't allow her to buy 'cos she'll keep playing & won't study. Mom got supaaa pissed, she deleted the message. Mom told Zel that if she ever buy the card without her permission, if she finds a card, she's dead. && she told Zel to keep a distance from Isabelle. Not the first time her friends teaching her nonsense already luh.

Oh yesterday's dinner was at Riverview not River Valley! What the fuck. Hahah. Dinner was shatttt. :/ Don't like the food there, damn ex. Dinner was on Uncle though. 16 of us wanted to squeeze together so yeh. Haha damn cute luh. They were talking abouot Allan's wedding. :/ I wonder why they wanna bother so much about the sitting arrangements, what's more when it's their wedding & not ours. I'd be doing recept! :D && Fullerton gave us one make up room until 9pm! Oh yay this is so happening. Heh. I'm gonna take a lot of photos & put it up here.

K time to showerrrrr :)
Asthma isn't recovering, keep coughing man.


My perfect suicide plan./
<3.


12:03 PM
Mend this broken thing./
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Wednesday, October 18, 2006

I have to block out thoughts of you, so I don't lose my head

Joyce; Yay yes it's Move Along by Rejects (:
Nicole; In your Haloscan.
Lynnette; Welcome (:
Jo; I love you Yeapyyeapyeap Jo Ann! xD
Desiree; Heh yay I shall relink you (:
Kidd; Heh miss you too! Thanks for those messages (:
Michelle; RETARDED RIGHT!? Aiya nevermind la I know the picture of us is in your heart (: Heh!
April; Haha no more GLIN NIS :D Yay I love you too April !

Thanks for commenting
(:

Any minute im not with you
I hope i'll see you soon
There's just something that happens
When you walk into the room

I'm talking to April online :)
We do have a lot in common ay? Hahah keep reading allright!
P/s: I do enjoy talking to you babes. :)

Ah I finished with Shyan's layout & submitted Teresa's custom skin onto Blogskins. Still talking to April & editing photos. :) Oh & I found out that April's another reader of my blog! :] Yay I love nice readers.

And my fucking ulcer hurts like fuck.



On the train, that day :)
Pearlyn gave me that bookmark by the way!



Last Sunday!









My new heels! :D Yay, for the wedding.

Oh this Sunday, they are gonna pass things over to Val's place & I'm tagging along! :D Heh I've never had someone so close to me in relations getting married so I wanna see the whole process :D Heh. Allan say don't go over to Val's place too early, must let her wait then when we reach at the door, they want to sabo him & he'll tell them no time to play, later late. Haha! He's damn crappy.

It feels good to be back home :) Dad was allright with Zel already. But she hadn't learnt her lesson so, I guess that slap wasn't enough for her. I'm not trying to be mean la but she has to learn, really. She hasn't finish her work yet & I bet Daddy doesn't know about it.

Yip Qiao Lin's off tmr :D & I think we're gonna go make my dress! Heh so happy.

Grace & I talked about the past just now :) & the two of us were like spastik eejits smiling in front of the com. You know Grace, I love you & I hope ABCDEFG will come home soon :)

Webcamming with Ailin! Omg that girl's ultra retarded! Hahha. :)
But I love Ailin, we hate ABCDE ABC the frog :)
Right Ailin?
Heh.
Screenshot in Ailin's Xanga. :D

Drew this for Pruuuuu :)

Sexy hot red lips :D

K dinner time! going River Valley Hotel, I think :) Yayness!
OH & I've found a job.
Back to Chinatown! :D

When love & hate collides./
<3.


3:10 PM
Mend this broken thing./
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